by Harriet Reuter Hapgod
Because I want the chance to cry when it hurts.
Gottie is still reeling from the loss of her grandfather, a man who filled a father-like role in her life. But it’s summer, and there’s no more school, or physics class, to take her mind off things. Even if her mind hasn’t really been on things lately. But when her brother is back for the summer, so is his bandmate Jason, who also happens to be Gottie’s secret ex-boyfriend. And then her childhood best friend Thomas is suddenly back in her life. This would be complicated enough without the fact she can’t even remember exactly what happened the last day she saw Thomas. They went to make a blood pact, and everything after is blank for Gottie. So, Gottie has enough going on without the accidental time travel and wormholes. Turns out there is an application for all that theoretical physics after all.
Friends, I stumbled upon another YA time-travel book of sorts! The YA gods must truly be shining on me at this point. And this one approaches the time-travel angle with science! It should be noted that I cannot actually verify the science, but the little I know about different dimensions and the way time works and alternate realities and whatnot, it holds up as much as it needs to.
What I loved most about this is that all the concept pieces that I adored (see: time travel) were there to further the story. Did I always understand all the wormholes, the time hopping? No. But Gottie was able to make sense of it in a way that allowed her to reclaim her life. She went from a victim of losing time, to actively fighting for it. And that’s pretty awesome. This was a story about a girl rejoining the world, of getting her life back together. This includes with her family, her best friend, boys, and most importantly, herself.
I think the nearest comparison title from this year would be The Love that Split the World, though it still had more time travel, because remember, that book was much more alternate dimensions. Nothing wrong. Just a different thing. And I liked the romance this go-around more. There was a history between Gottie and Thomas that added some weight. And even so, they spent time getting to know who this new person was. And Gottie was allowed to be confused and conflicted. After all, Jason and strung her along pretty spectacularly the last summer. She was allowed to feel the residue of that rejection and disappointment. Also, female friendships for the win! And these were shown as relationships that you have to fight for too, that take as much work as a romance.
This is a perfect YA romance for summer, or any time of year. This book made me swoon. And it made me tear up. It was honest and immediate. Bittersweet, lovely, and smart. Add this one to your summer reading list.